A destiny made me as a daughter to a beautiful women on earth and I am proud of it.She took care of me since i was born.Her name is SHARIFAH NOOR IHSAN SYED MAHADZIR. She was born on 28 November 1962. She was an English teacher at a primary school. A lot of student love her very much. On 'Teachers Day' she will receive an award of 'most lovable teacher'. She is also the greatest mom ever. She is caring, loyal, modest,kind and strict.Until the day she we were told that she is ill. she got a CANCER.I cant define how i feel that time.She did some 'kimotherapy' and operation to get the 'cancer' out of her body.On 25th December 2003, she unbend her last breath.She leave us forever.From that time and ever.We will never see her smile again and a touch of a mother again.We will live on our own from now on. That time i feel so sad thou i cant even cry. i am just watch that scene with a sorrowful heart.I take it as a faith and MAY GOD BLESS her..
I continue my life at Sekolah Menengah Teknik Seri Manjung.i try to make my life more happy and rebuild it with making friends. I get into a dorm of 8 student. my dorm mate are Ina,Jas,Band,Kacik,Zaty,Aimi,Shahira and I. my bed mate is Kacik or her real name is NORIZZATY RASHIDY. she was a cute, funny, and a pampered girl. i like to talk to her and we always change and share our story everyday.she had a longest hair in our school.her eyes was big and round that sometimes make Jas scared. It was so funny. she is very understanding and clever too. On 4 November 1988 is her birthday. We prank her with something and she never gets angry. nevertheless,she just laugh on it.it was so fun.But on year 2006,we were suprised with her ailment news from her sister. She called me while im in class. Her sister told me that Kacik is in COMMA since last week. It makes my heart pumping so hard. The time i arrived at the hospital seems my other friend already there.we pray for her wellness but ALLAH SWT love her even more. She past away that evening at 2pm. Band and me went to her death ceremony. i just cant still believe it was her leaving us forever. And again i lost the person that i love the most. It seems its another faith that had been stated by HIM. we must accept it with open hands and hearts.
Till then,i go on with my life. Until year 2009 begins, i get in touch with my former schoolmate ADIB MUHSIN ZAILANI. He was my schoolmate at STESMA.we meet again after school and who knows we can become a COUPLE.He was so cool, cute, nice,caring, lovable and understanding. His birthday as on 19 November 1988. Even we are far away from each other but we still meet each other every holiday. It seems so fast time is moving. Its already on the third month of our relationship.We have a date on Chines New Year, we go out together watching movie and having lunch. Finally it the end of day, he gone back to his hometown. And again missing him. The next 2days after i meet him,i got a call. It was a call from Adib's uncle. He said that Adib was involve in an motorcycle accident and now he was in ICU. The doctor said it was 50/50 life. It makes me suffer a lot i deep. i pray for his life. Another 30minutes past by, Adib's aunt call me and told that he is no longer alive. Im shock and undefined how i feel that time. i cant even think what to do. That night i made a decision to drive to IPOH immediately. Arrived there, i can see there lies a stiff body on the bed. I me his mum and said TAKZIAH. she do know me,through my pictures. After alms him some YASSIN, I tried to enforce myself to have a look of him for the last time. The time my friend open the cover,i cry and cant even stand anymore.I just cant believe it was happening so fast.I still can hear his voice, his laugh and his touch. I really really miss him like crazy even we just spend our love relationship 3month. He is still my love once. Never forget him till die.Love him always and pray for him.
Even we are still alive, we must remind the lovable person with them and pray for their peaceful. It is useful for us to remember the death.It was always be the FAITH and it was our DESTINY.Faith is confident belief or trust in the truth or trustworthiness of a person, idea, or thing. Moreover destiny is It may be conceived as a predetermined future, whether in general or of an individual. It is a concept based on the belief that there is a fixed natural order to the cosmos.
Think wisely...
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